A small psych-philosoph-essay about everything

I tried different themes for my first blog post in English but all of them ended up with the question "Why am I happy?" So I tried to figure out which parts of my life are influenced by traveling. Traveling is now the biggest part of my life. A short time after I came to the conclusion that everything changed. //Everything but Erik. // But as a good student and long time listener of all the hours of "How to write a good analysis", I will try to present it to you in the most appetizing way that I am able to.

There are different parts of life. It is about Me, Myself and I. 

(Sounds very selfish but common the worlds turns around you. You don’t have another character to play or another "point of view" in this world)All the parts are strongly connected and cannot exist without each other. Even you can try to not use/live with one of this parts however it is quite impossible to do this. 

The ME: Social Side

The I: Moments You go throughThe Myself: My Character; The decision maker; The person I am; The creation of the ME and the I 

The Me and I can be put together to all the impressions and experience that you you have from your outer world. So all the INPUT that the world creates. 

But although both of them are Input they can be seperated in SOCIAL INPUT and NON-SOCIAL INPUT. The social input is the ME, the social side. All the communication that we go through every day again. Some other people, in this case Paul Watzlawik, says we cannot communicate with other people if they are around or in any way connected to us. Every single step of communication on any possible level of communication creates new experiences and new material for MYSELF. 
As I said before you can try to avoid this part but it is quite impossible to have no communication in your life.
But the connection between MYSELF and ME is not just one way. All the experiences we make and the MYSELF works with helps us to make the right decision, which controls our social side to the outer world. 
What should I wear and what impression do the other people have then? 
How loud should I speak?
Which words should I use?
What should I tell the other person?
And so onAll the decision you make, or better your MYSELF makes, are perceived by another MYSELF whom you communicate with. So your ME, the social side, have also an OUTPUT. This Output is created by the MYSELF based on the input, the experience the MYSELF got before. 
It is a circle. 

We have now the social side and how the communication works between two individuals. But how about the decision that are not connected to communication? 
The I has the same connection so the MYSELF as the ME. So you have a out- and input. Based on the input the MYSELF makes decisions for your output.What should I wear for this weather? 
Which direction is home?
Gas or Diesel?
Can I eat this?The decision of the I are partly more life saving then the ones of the ME. These decisions are not for your own only. Every decision ypu make without influence of communication with other people can affect this communication later. So the I and ME are also connected even if it is only a connection via the MYSELF which deals with the input. There isn't an exchange of out- or input between I and ME but each affect other parts. 

The MYSELF is probably the hardest part. Long people have called it a BLACKBOX because you cannot really look inside unlike the I and ME where you can see every decision. 
The MYSELF is not even discovered by myself so there is another blog post coming to this. 

I hope you enjoyed the little travel into my psych thinking world. Now a short combination of this travel and my travel.

It's been a while now since I have left and I don't really know how to feel about it.

At one side there are so many new things and impressions EVERYWHERE. So my I are confronted to this at its hardest. Nothing that happens here is known before, nothing that happens here can be really told if you weren't around. Sure you can try to hold a moment in a picture or a movie, but it isn't real. It's just a reflection, just an image. Not the real world.

Only my MYSELF is able to really work with this and learn from all the moments.

At the other side are the people. All the humanity, the family feeling, the ME. Slowly my ME get withered. Not that I don't have any contact to people, but except Erik and Gaëlle there aren't real connections to other humans. 

So those are my problems in a nutshell (and my Bank Acc :O)

I am not sure if any other person ever wrote a theory similar to this but this one was created by myself, my education and all the other experiences I have had.


Danke an Gaëlle fürs helfen bei dem kleinen Essay. Miss U